i’ve belonged to my Girlfriend / Mistress for the past 4 1/2 years. In the beginning She would allow me to come as often as once a week, which didn’t seem bad at all. But the intervals between times has grown considerably, and now it’s usually around 6 weeks or so between the times that Mistress allows me to cum. She says my little orgasms are of no importance and i guess i must agree. i’m forbidden to whine and complain about my lack of sexual release. Also i may not ask for an orgasm or ask when the next time might occur. i’m beginning to wonder if She’s weening me from cumming all together. Maybe the day’s approaching when sexual relief will be just a memory for me.
Also i’ve recently noticed that when She allows me to masturbate now i do cum but i don’t really get hard. When i mentioned this to Mistress She just laughed at me and said, “I don’t care if you ever get hard again, girl”. Has anyone else experienced this, i wonder? Do long intervals between orgasms affect a “male’s” ability to get hard?
Anyway, Mistress is right. It doesn’t really matter if i can get hard. i don’t think She intends to allow me intercourse with Her anymore. (She occasionally used to.) Now Mistress either has me cum in my panties and leave the mess there. Or She orders me to cum on Her Pussy or Ass and lick her clean.
